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Today, I thank God for sending me a lot of escalation emails from our onshore counterparts...
** because in that way, I learned how the provisioning process goes and get to be acquainted with many diffferent people from different departments.
Today, I thank God for populating my R2 bucket with alot of queued orders.
**because in that way, I learned how to properly address non tier 3 products and get to queue them myself to the correct department . LOL
Today, I thank God for sending me over and allowing me to take office at Eastwood.
**because in that way, I appreciated the value of time much better. And allowed me to be conscious at my finances. :)
Today, I thank God for making me work overtime like any other days...
** well aside from the extra pay, I thank God for making me feel needed :)
I just cant stop thanking HIM for such a challenging work and workplace.
Because everytime I surpass these challenges, it gives a bit feeling of accomplishment..
Thank God for being with me all these time!
Monday, May 21, 2012
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Mother's day 2012
Its been quite awhile since gab and I really had a nice bonding moment. Having a life changing experience is not an excuse, though it had become a factor. Mother's day is one way of reminding me of a blessing I need to continue doing and it has to be done carefully, because failure is not an option. Being a mom is not an easy task, I admit that I am still in a work in progress. But being surrounded by the people who would encourage and give all the support I needed, I am up to the challenge!
As a mom, there are a lot of things I've learned while raising my child alone.
1. There is wisdom in a child's voice.
Gab talks a lot, sometimes I thought she talks just to have an opportunity to be heard, most especially if she wanted to be a part of an adult conversation... But there are times, when gab talks and it pinched my heart. That's when I've learned, there is indeed a wisdom in what she's saying.
You will never know what's inside a child's mind until you started listening.
2. Your child can feel you, even when you are not talking.
One of the major challenges for single moms comes around when we failed to hide our emotions because there's nobody else you can share it with. When that happened, your child can feel the pain. and without you realizing it, your tears just cant stop falling while you're hugging tightly.
3. A mother has to be a good cleaner.
For starting moms like me, there are no easy roads. There are a lot of times you'll stumble down and make a mess in life. One thing I've learned, no matter how deep your pitfall is, make sure you come back around and do whatever it takes to be back on track. You have to do it, because you simply have to. Just remember, not to make the fall twice.
4. Your child: they can be all that you need.
This statement is a powerful force that leads all mothers back to where they should be. Most especially at times when things get rough in life. Just by thinking of your child, creates a light that leads us back to reality.
With the things I've learned as a mother,
I say I am blessed to have gab as my daughter and I thank God for letting me handle this challenging yet wonderful task. :)
As a mom, there are a lot of things I've learned while raising my child alone.
1. There is wisdom in a child's voice.
Gab talks a lot, sometimes I thought she talks just to have an opportunity to be heard, most especially if she wanted to be a part of an adult conversation... But there are times, when gab talks and it pinched my heart. That's when I've learned, there is indeed a wisdom in what she's saying.
You will never know what's inside a child's mind until you started listening.
2. Your child can feel you, even when you are not talking.
One of the major challenges for single moms comes around when we failed to hide our emotions because there's nobody else you can share it with. When that happened, your child can feel the pain. and without you realizing it, your tears just cant stop falling while you're hugging tightly.
3. A mother has to be a good cleaner.
For starting moms like me, there are no easy roads. There are a lot of times you'll stumble down and make a mess in life. One thing I've learned, no matter how deep your pitfall is, make sure you come back around and do whatever it takes to be back on track. You have to do it, because you simply have to. Just remember, not to make the fall twice.
4. Your child: they can be all that you need.
This statement is a powerful force that leads all mothers back to where they should be. Most especially at times when things get rough in life. Just by thinking of your child, creates a light that leads us back to reality.
With the things I've learned as a mother,
I say I am blessed to have gab as my daughter and I thank God for letting me handle this challenging yet wonderful task. :)
My source of joy
Sunday, May 6, 2012
27th....
"Happy Birthday mama!" The sweetest endearment I ever heard as soon as I came home from work. My little girl was so excited to help prepare for my birthday!
Anyway, my mom prepared the food for this day and I love her so much for doing it for me! It was the simplest celebration I ever had for the last 5 years, but it was the loveliest. Celebrating this special day with the people who matters the most in your life now is good, but what made it better is the thought that these people has been part of my life since then, till now..
My family- amidst the many transition I had with my life, they never fail to show me how much they love me.. through actions. By simply being by my side when things get out of control is one of the greatest reflection of their love.
My dearest friends- They say, when they mean so much to you they will find their way in making you feel special. These friends went out of their busy schedules and made my heart glad in the simplest way I can imagine.
You will never know which person means the most until you look into your memory box and see which one of them took up more space. ;)
Every year, I always make it a point to have an overview of where my life is at now and device a way on how to direct it towards the way I envision them to be. I am woman with a lot of dreams and I dream big. Some people tend to see me as someone who speaks a lot, but does things differently. Well with that, I can confess that I am a work in progress. And there is a power with words! ;)
This year, I realized the value of contentment. And will push my way to make sure that all things are simple and uncomplicated.
This year's motto: Love those who love you, forget those who leave you. Appreciate those who made you smile and forgive those who made you cry.
Anyway, my mom prepared the food for this day and I love her so much for doing it for me! It was the simplest celebration I ever had for the last 5 years, but it was the loveliest. Celebrating this special day with the people who matters the most in your life now is good, but what made it better is the thought that these people has been part of my life since then, till now..
My family- amidst the many transition I had with my life, they never fail to show me how much they love me.. through actions. By simply being by my side when things get out of control is one of the greatest reflection of their love.
My dearest friends- They say, when they mean so much to you they will find their way in making you feel special. These friends went out of their busy schedules and made my heart glad in the simplest way I can imagine.
You will never know which person means the most until you look into your memory box and see which one of them took up more space. ;)
Every year, I always make it a point to have an overview of where my life is at now and device a way on how to direct it towards the way I envision them to be. I am woman with a lot of dreams and I dream big. Some people tend to see me as someone who speaks a lot, but does things differently. Well with that, I can confess that I am a work in progress. And there is a power with words! ;)
This year, I realized the value of contentment. And will push my way to make sure that all things are simple and uncomplicated.
This year's motto: Love those who love you, forget those who leave you. Appreciate those who made you smile and forgive those who made you cry.
Sunday, April 22, 2012
120- days of Journey
My journey for the past a hundred and twenty days, was really one of a kind.
I can associate it to a Lenten journey, where you'll find yourself renewed come Easter Sunday.
The only difference, mine started early January this year and goes on for 120 days.
There were heart-aches (a lot of them!)
During the day, I tried my best to wear this happy mask and find my way in making friends.
Most of the time, I failed to win 'em because somehow this face mask, simply wont fit into what my heart feels. And at night, when I find myself alone in my room while nobody else notices, I tear up this mask and cry.
This goes on, for a couple of days.
A friend never failed to be with me during this crazy moments..
We laughed, reminisced, cried and encouraged one another afterwards.
Found myself running in circles and finally realized that somethings has to STOP.
Whatever it is, that I've been doing whether it is a temporary getaway from something painful, some things has to change and it has to start ASAP.
I've had a hard time then, because I was struggling.
I kept on pulling my strings, when the LORD wanted to tie me up and bring me somewhere else-- some place I'm unsure of.
I knew what I wanted, and this is where I wanna be. For so long, I held on to the end of the rope, pulling.. while HE held his grasp at the other end, waiting....
Waiting for me to stop pulling..
One day, as scarred as my hands and heart were, I surrendered.
Let go of the rope, but He lifted me up by the form of friends in Christ.
He allowed me to be with the people, who will make me realize that life is all about JESUS.
and we can be totally be in loved with HIM, alone.
Sometime around late February, a new opportunity opened up for me.With a hesitant heart, I let things unfold for me and that's when I started clinging into SOMEONE who never leaves.
I started reading and clinging into HIS word. And my heart, my faith was renewed.
Started training around March, and was given a wonderful opportunity with the people from onshore (Pam- our trainer, Cathy and Mitzie- our Subject matter experts)
The one who stood out the most, was Pam.
Not just because of her helpful inputs, and product knowledge but what stood out the most was her strong faith and care in all of us.
Rarely do we know someone who genuinely cares, even if she hardly knew something personal about us.
That is the very reason, she left a mark in most of us, including mine.
Training, was made easy and memorable for at least almost all of us included in her Training class.
But for me, it is a start of something new.
Its as if the passion that was once lost, was instilled inside my heart during this time.
I was reminded of the time I was so passionate with the things I do, and it reflects with the way I do with life.
All the while, My heart was set with the wrong motives. Putting the definition of love in a box and restricting it to manifest in many different aspects of life.
Now my eyes can see clearer.
And my heart has been renewed, ready to put Love in a higher level.
The Lord doesn't want to put anyone in a situation where we could only loose our value.
He always would like to place us in a place where His name can be glorified.
120 days of journey with the Lord-- is such a life changing experience.
He did instilled higher value within me and set my heart for greater purpose.
He cleared out my heart by allowing it to be broken and then helped in renewing it this time around, with the correct motives that is only set for God's greater purpose.
God has been good to me and never failed to show how much He loves me.
And with that, He deserves the highest praises I can offer
I will never stop writing for Him.
God's lover - Mica
So I'll stop searching for the answers,
I'll stop praying for an escape.
and I trust You God with where I am..
and believe that You will have your way..
Just have Your way,.,,
Just have Your way,...
(From the song Have your way by Britt Nicole)
I can associate it to a Lenten journey, where you'll find yourself renewed come Easter Sunday.
The only difference, mine started early January this year and goes on for 120 days.
There were heart-aches (a lot of them!)
During the day, I tried my best to wear this happy mask and find my way in making friends.
Most of the time, I failed to win 'em because somehow this face mask, simply wont fit into what my heart feels. And at night, when I find myself alone in my room while nobody else notices, I tear up this mask and cry.
This goes on, for a couple of days.
A friend never failed to be with me during this crazy moments..
We laughed, reminisced, cried and encouraged one another afterwards.
Found myself running in circles and finally realized that somethings has to STOP.
Whatever it is, that I've been doing whether it is a temporary getaway from something painful, some things has to change and it has to start ASAP.
I've had a hard time then, because I was struggling.
I kept on pulling my strings, when the LORD wanted to tie me up and bring me somewhere else-- some place I'm unsure of.
I knew what I wanted, and this is where I wanna be. For so long, I held on to the end of the rope, pulling.. while HE held his grasp at the other end, waiting....
Waiting for me to stop pulling..
One day, as scarred as my hands and heart were, I surrendered.
Let go of the rope, but He lifted me up by the form of friends in Christ.
He allowed me to be with the people, who will make me realize that life is all about JESUS.
and we can be totally be in loved with HIM, alone.
Sometime around late February, a new opportunity opened up for me.With a hesitant heart, I let things unfold for me and that's when I started clinging into SOMEONE who never leaves.
I started reading and clinging into HIS word. And my heart, my faith was renewed.
Started training around March, and was given a wonderful opportunity with the people from onshore (Pam- our trainer, Cathy and Mitzie- our Subject matter experts)
The one who stood out the most, was Pam.
Not just because of her helpful inputs, and product knowledge but what stood out the most was her strong faith and care in all of us.
Rarely do we know someone who genuinely cares, even if she hardly knew something personal about us.
That is the very reason, she left a mark in most of us, including mine.
Training, was made easy and memorable for at least almost all of us included in her Training class.
But for me, it is a start of something new.
Its as if the passion that was once lost, was instilled inside my heart during this time.
I was reminded of the time I was so passionate with the things I do, and it reflects with the way I do with life.
All the while, My heart was set with the wrong motives. Putting the definition of love in a box and restricting it to manifest in many different aspects of life.
Now my eyes can see clearer.
And my heart has been renewed, ready to put Love in a higher level.
The Lord doesn't want to put anyone in a situation where we could only loose our value.
He always would like to place us in a place where His name can be glorified.
120 days of journey with the Lord-- is such a life changing experience.
He did instilled higher value within me and set my heart for greater purpose.
He cleared out my heart by allowing it to be broken and then helped in renewing it this time around, with the correct motives that is only set for God's greater purpose.
God has been good to me and never failed to show how much He loves me.
And with that, He deserves the highest praises I can offer
I will never stop writing for Him.
God's lover - Mica
So I'll stop searching for the answers,
I'll stop praying for an escape.
and I trust You God with where I am..
and believe that You will have your way..
Just have Your way,.,,
Just have Your way,...
(From the song Have your way by Britt Nicole)
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