A Piece of Heaven : Micamics' perspective

I came across this realization that money isn't everything I need to have a happy and satisfying life. Indeed, money is one step away from happiness but is also a step away from a gloomy life. You can have everything you wanted if you have the money, but It'll be disappointing to eventually realize that you cant have everything you wanted even though you have lots of money to buy them. (I'm not saying that I have lots of money, coz I only have enough hehe ) but if there is one thing that I CANT LIVE without but I HATE the most, It's MONEY. It is because this thing gives me two extreme feelings: The joy of getting what you want, and the disappointment you'll feel when its gone. :p I'd rather have enough money to sustain my basic needs than to have too much of 'em that is too much to handle and eventually would cause a lot of conflicts. :p

There are a lot of choices in this life that I'd rather not talk about, Dealt with in the past, looked back and regret, and choices that I'm proud of. My life has been surrounded with a lot of wonderful people: My family, friends and the people who have touched my heart both in good and not-so-good ways. I am sometimes in a limbo of my own life that I tend to focus on one part of my being and tend to forget that I, myself is intended to do more and be more. There are a lot of people that I value so much and can bless in so many different ways. Aside from my being a loving mom to my 2-year old baby girl, there are family and friends who deserves more than what I've been giving them. But I've chosen to keep myself focused with how I can improve my family's life with the sacrifice of my own personal,temporary, kid-like happiness. I guess the greatest challenge of being a woman is not how mom's teach their kids or how wives serves their husband's needs. It'