120- days of Journey
My journey for the past a hundred and twenty days, was really one of a kind. I can associate it to a Lenten journey, where you'll find yourself renewed come Easter Sunday. The only difference, mine started early January this year and goes on for 120 days. There were heart-aches (a lot of them!) During the day, I tried my best to wear this happy mask and find my way in making friends. Most of the time, I failed to win 'em because somehow this face mask, simply wont fit into what my heart feels. And at night, when I find myself alone in my room while nobody else notices, I tear up this mask and cry. This goes on, for a couple of days. A friend never failed to be with me during this crazy moments.. We laughed, reminisced, cried and encouraged one another afterwards. Found myself running in circles and finally realized that somethings has to STOP. Whatever it is, that I've been doing whether it is a temporary getaway from something painful, some things has to chan