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Hello 2014

Started my 2014 with a bang when I read the email containing my transition schedule and confirmation of my promotion from Agent to Quality Specialist earlier part of my shift. It was a mixed emotion, both of excitement and sadness for I will surely miss the afternoon Happy hour with my team. Suddenly, I had a quick flashback of the life I once had (while I was still enjoying and loving my job as Quality Specialist back in 2008.) The Lord pinched my heart reminding me of His faithfulness a midst my being "somewhat-faithful" to him for the past year. His perfection makes me wanna cry and cry and simply cry my heart out to the point I was having a hard time writing. Ever since the last heart-breaking moment in my life, I started offering my life to the Lord. I prayed, and prayed real hard to help fulfill my journey of being a single mother to gabby. Many times, I was tempted to get another job with higher paying salary. But also on these times that I was reminded of the purp...

My Year-ender blog (Cheers 2013)

I haven't had the chance to post blogs for the last 2 months of the year 2013. Was I too busy ? or did I just forgot all about my quiet time? *sigh. I must admit, I kinda lost track of my quiet time towards the end of the past year. But every now and then I longed for HIM. - micamics Every night before our nightly prayer routine, I end up crying for reasons only my heart can tell. For those of you who had been following my blog, I remember professing the purpose of this blog for the year 2013 when I wrote my year-ender blog last December 2012. I guess I can still proudly say that I had fulfilled my purpose for the past year :D Reading through my past blogs, I can proudly say the Lord has been with me all year long. His presence, His love and His faithfulness had been abundantly evident through my everyday walk with Him. From blessings as simple as waking up in the morning and sleeping with gabby wrapped around my arms, to as complex as Healing a broken heart and showing me and my ...

My miracle

1 Samuel 12:16-19 New International Version (NIV) “Now then, stand still and see this great thing the Lord is about to do before your eyes! For the longest time I've known the Lord, I had been a witness of the many miracles He had performed to the people around me. Many times He uses these miracles to awe me in countless ways I can imagine. I've witnessed how He provides for me and gab's daily needs and how He changes people's hearts. I have also witnessed the Lord's faithfulness and was amazed when He answers prayers. His love for me was painfully awesome. Painful in a way that He has to tear down my heart in order to build it again exactly the way He wanted it, aligned to the purpose He has for me. So awesome that all I can do is kneel down and cry in awe. A midst all the miracles I had observed and witnessed during my walk with the Lord, what moved me the most was when He had shown me my own piece of miracle. He renewed my heart and is continuously fixing some m...

So blessed!

So blessed, I cant contain it. So much I gotta give it away. Your love has taught me to live now, You are more than enough for me. -One day by Hillsong There's more to life than living it the way the world lives it. When you learn to appreciate Jesus' presence in your everyday life, you'll have a joyful heart each day you are blessed to live with it. There are so many reasons we can thank God for:  We can thank Him for a new house or a nice car.  We can thank Him for our promotion. We can thank Him for healing our own sickness or even someone we know.  Genuine Joy comes out when we can still thank Him even though obvious miracles and blessings are hidden from us at a specific time. True test of a joyful heart is being stretched on these circumstances and you will soon be amazed how you can still praise Him and Glorify Him in the absence of these obvious blessings. The most amazing part of it all, is when you open up the hidden blessing at the exact right time ...

Sunday Loving with You.

For quite some time, Your spiritual presence seemed to have left me.  Or was it me all along?  I missed our early morning encounter, wherein I can pour my heart in praise.  For a while I thought I'll be fine, slightly afar from Your love.  But then as days passed, weeks went by and months changed.  My heart started longing for You again.  As if my life lacked its very purpose. I wondered, and weeped and finally figured out what's going on.  I need to go back, to my old ways where I used to please You and do more if I could.  I cant live a single day without Your love Lord, I pray that You stay in my heart forever.  Your are my Lord the one I love, no one could ever take your place.  -Hillsong United.

Dad's day 2013

1Thessalonians 2:11-12   For you know how, like a father with his children,  we exhorted each one of you and encouraged you and charged you to walk in a manner worthy of God, who calls you into his own kingdom and glory. Today, was one one of those days in a year I got the license to miss my dad and the liberty to talk about him.  Through the years his memories seem not to fade infact it becomes more vivid as my experiences in life put color on it. My dad, by far is the best man I've ever had in my lifetime,next to God. His words of wisdom that was instilled in me during my childhood years somehow made sense as I learn to use them as I grew up. He somehow knows what to say and how to say it in the right time because he knew how stubborn I can become. He can uplift all our spirits up simply by cracking a joke and his laid back character kinda complimented my mom's upright attitude.  I miss my dad so much and I love him dearly. I am happy to know that he i...

Micro-scoped.

Nothing else matters, nothing in this world will do. Jesus at the center, everything revolves around you. Jesus, You at the center of it all. -"Jesus be the center" by Israel Houghton and New breed. Woke up at around 6 o'clock in the morning and I was listening to this song in which I thought was very timely. I was playing over it again and again until I organized some valuable thoughts, experiences creating a microscopic organization of my life from the time I really let the Lord take over my life. Looking back at it, I can testify to one Truth:  that Jesus is a faithful God, He listens to prayers and gives us the desire of our hearts in a timely manner. There were prayers I once made such as prayer for family reconciliation, personal prayer for other people and personal prayers I made for me and gabby. These prayers, in time were answered without me even waiting for it. There's a prayer I once made which I thought would never happen because of unfor...