A Piece of Heaven : Micamics' perspective

October 15, 2012 4:30 PM- MNL Dear Gabby ,  Today I finished making your Notebook #1 ( for the 3rd time ) I don't see any problems buying another notebook and lots of white bond paper and art materials ( I enjoyed doing it, just so you know :) ) As long as you use your notebook the way it is meant to be used.  I remember the very first notebook we made was all sweaty with water when you came home from school.. only to find out, that you pour out water all over your bag. I bought another set of notebooks, bond papers, colored papers and plastic cover ( including  a new school bag and separate lunch box so as to separate your baon from your school things ).  The second Notebook #1 , was eventually filled with lots of notes that you copied from the blackboard ( good job!) But I do sincerely hope that there'll be a big improvement with your hand writing though.. ** with further practice, I'm sure you can write smaller letters.  Unfortunately, we have to replace t

I never imagined myself being with a group of people who can fill out the missing pieces a loving partner used to give me. There is a sense of contentment whenever I'm with these people-- they were my BREAKFAST TEAM . Since dragon days, everyday had been a tug of whether to go to work or not , or to resign or not to resign . Every working day itself is the most challenging part of my everyday work life. Deciding whether to go out for a quick break or not makes it more harder. The exciting part? comes in when we find our way to make it through our yosi break- con- 30 minute lunch break together even though some of us has lots of emails to respond to, an internal call, conference call, activations. Escalations??-- Who the heck cares? sneaking out with friends for a quick laugh during yosi breaks is one of the few things I look forward to every single day I go to work. LAUGHTER - has been my perfect breather. There were times when I cant afford to go downstairs to avail of that Q

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for

And I will love you all my life, for You are my reason.. the one that I live for.. And I will love you all my life, for You are my reason.. You're the one that I live for.. (from the sone ALL MY LIFE) Today, this love song keeps on playing in my head and heart just cant stop pouring out with tears of joy. When I listened to this song, its like listening to a love song I once sang to an EX during those days of butterflies and kisses. This time, singing this love song for HIM somehow provides flashbacks that resulted to a greatful heart because HE was with me all along, infact HE never dared leave. I kept on saying Gabby is one of my reasons for living, Well this song reminded me, that the HE is indeed the only reason I live. I thank God for this love song. :)

today, i choose to be happy and free myself with guilt and hatred. i choose not to think of those who are a pain in the ass and refused to be bothered by their selfish acts. instead, i choose to think of those people who stayed kind amidst my selfish acts, those whom i believe deserve better attention, respect and love. today i choose to be happy and will crawl my way to reach out to that much deserved solace in life. :) -written from my iphone. thinking of you before i sleep :)

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. 3 He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me . 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever. This verse made me look back and think about the past. Hurtful pasts, through which when taught about today made me realize how much the Lord had shown compassion amidst the times I walked away from His love. He is the shepherd I SHALL NOT WANT but I NEED. HIS ROD and HIS STAFF were my comfort as HE straighten the path I must go. Now His mercy and goodness is with me all the days of my

Cant help but get too emotional, my little girl's going to school! Its not like its her first time being away and all, as a matter of fact she started attending Sunday school at the age of three, she had her summer classes just this April. But seeing her in her school uniform, with her school bag and all her notebooks, pencils etc just made realize that my daughter's growing up and she's growing up fast. She's a very witty and intelligent girl. Looking at her, while waiting for her school bus suddenly made me realize that I have to have a big dream for my little girl because she simply deserves it. There are a lot of things, wonderful things awaiting her as she grows up and I MUST equip her so she can be the best that she can be. As they all say, the reason behind every child's success is a wonderful mom. I guess that's where my dilemma started.  I knew in my heart that she'll be better than me when she grows up. She's more sweet, more loving and wise