A Piece of Heaven : Micamics' perspective

Today, Am gonna set the bars higher so that people will set a place for me in their lives. A place through which they're gonna look UP and NOT stoop down on me. Today, I'm not gonna let other people step down on the priniciples I have taken good care of regarding family, faith and hardwork. Today, I'm gonna leave everything behind me. Forgive, forget and move on.. and am setting the bars higher so that no one can stop me in attaining the dreams I have envisioned myself.

Last Sunday, I attended worship service at CCF and their senior pastor shared this wonderful lecture that gave my a heart a different beat, a different perspective. He talked about WORSHIP and shared multiple verses in the book of Psalms. I can never forget how he instilled the beauty of worship amidst trouble times and how David expresses different emotions through writing. Right on that very moment  i knew, that my life will never be the same again... Two things I've learned that sunday: 1. That the Lord does look into ones heart and never on the things that we do or fail to do . For the Lord truly loves us even before we were born and He new exactly what we will become one day. I knew these things through reading the bible. :) 2. We can worship anywhere, anytime in all circumstances. The Lord wants us to see HIM and make HIM involved in our everyday lives. HE wants to be the first person we think of during our happy and not so happy moments. But most of the time, we onl...

Does relationship status really matter now a days? Does it make you less of a person if  you dont have a stable, lifetime partner? These are the things I've been contemplating ever since I was surrounded by the people who are happy and contented even when they are single. And with just a snap, I realized that if these single people I know are happy, why shouldn't I be? I am single mom, and that made my life better than anybody else's.. I can go out with friends, meet new people and go home with one person nobody else can ever take away from me.... GABBY. What else can I hope and pray for? HIS love is more than enough to fill in the missing pieces in my life. I just need to start looking for HIS blessings.....

My prayer for today Lord, Please guard my heart from crashing. For I am afraid of the thought of it breaking because of the wrong reasons. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. And all of these, I offer unto you... All of these are a part of your greater purpose unto my life. I plead for this comfort for a week.. and I'll cry for protection for another week. and another for the next.... until this heart becomes free.... free from breakage and bondage... My heart will only be crashed to be built anew by YOU. and no one else.

I sing whenever I am happy, whenever I am with friends and family. I can sing lots of songs in a videoke machine. though am not one of those "singers" for I was not borne to perform in front of people. I wasnt born an entertainer and I wasnt borne a distraction too. ;) I sing whenever I'm sad. I almost sing in every situation and opportunity. For our lives are full of music.. Music is the interpretation of life. Its a gift, from HIM that we can enjoy abundantly And lastly, but definitely not the least..  I sing to give praises unto HIM. In everything that has happened and is about to happen, its all because of who HE is. We come to know HIM more in every situation in our lives. and when we get that chance, we get to experience the beautiful feeling of Praise.. I love to sing. I love to give HIM praises. He simply deserves lots of these.

"It's all about you, Jesus. And all this is for You, for Your glory and Your fame. It's not about me As if You should do things my way. You alone are God and I surrender........ To Your ways." I cant count  how many times I have played this song since 9 o'clock in the morning. And I don't know how many teardrops fell while listening to this lovely song from Hill song. One thing I am sure of, His love is most pure. Anger-- made up my heart this morning. but listening to this song over and over again, soften my heart's rough edges. Suddenly, Anger turned to acceptance.. then after acceptance-- moving on. I used to make myself believe that I HAVE to change for someone or for something to work out. But something came to my attention, in a snap! That somethings aren't meant to be changed. there are certain things that you'd better left off-- Broken. or else, you'd hurt yourself trying to put up the pieces together and fix it. T...

Don't you just hate it when you are in the verge of finally loving what you have become then suddenly, old feelings haunt you down as if trying to stirr everything differently? It's like a lime trying to put some spice at a glass of water. When all you really wanted was an ice cold water to cleanse those thirst away. It is in our innate nature to forget, move on and some can do it in smooth - sailing way. And I'm glad to have had these wonderful characteristics, therefore moving on isn't as painful as it may seem. But have I learned? I guess, when we haven't learned from our past experiences that's when it will haunt you down. The Lord allowed me to reminisce the same old feelings, for He wanted me to overcome it the way He planned my  heart to be healed. Sometimes, he allows heart-crashing moments in order to pick up the pieces and be molded in an exact manner he wanted it to be built.  And not unless we allowed Him to work His way out in our hearts, H...