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Better than Life !

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Woke up in the morning praising and singing this Song entitled BETTER THAN LIFE by Lakewood Church.  The lyrcis goes... "Fairest of ten thousand, of ten thousand you are fair and nothing in this world could every measure or compare to your loving kindness, Your loving kindness is better than life. " HE is indeed fairest when everything else seem like falling apart and we loss confidence, trust and postitivity on everything around us. It is declared that we are made in the image and likeness of GOD. So we also have the capacity to the same, It's just a matter of Will and right timing on when we can stand up against the crowd.  When the time comes we found ourselves stuck in an unwanted situation and we are dying to see atleast a ray of Joy pass by to give us hope, but we simply cant...... Humble yourself upon HIM and admit that you have done wrong..  then lift everything up to HIM.  When you cant be joyful, try not to be because your humane capability cant do it for yo

It's all about YOU

YOU are the holy one, YOU are the living word. YOU are the center of my focus, JESUS. Everything happens for a reason, it's all part of HIS greater purpose. We cross paths with people, only to find out we are meant to hurt them, and we do meet the ones who are designed to do the same to us. Its not about what they do, It's not about what you do.. It's not about whether or not they hurt you or make you smile, but it's all about how Jesus wanted these people to make an impact in your life. When you are with Christ Jesus, you tend to live your life and think of what HE is trying to teach us. instead of keeping grudges to others.. You laugh, you learn, you cry and most especially you live because of HIM, So in everything we experience in life, we give credits... To HIM alone. I adore you and I worship you, Lord Jesus, the lover of my soul...

YOU complete me

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In the midst of the desire to achieve serenity and solitude at the end of a very stressful work week. There is at some point, a failure to get what you really wanted -- A peak of at least one whole day of perfect solitude. Ideally, Perfect Serenity for me is spending a day in a place where no one else but God can intercede. Maybe at a top of a mountain with the clear blue skies, watching the stars majestically do what they are designed for or in the middle of an Island, surrounded by the clear waters of the sea, while you listen to the sound of the waves. Spending it with the most important person in your life is better but it'll be fine if I'm at it alone. But in this real world, if you are a person pursuing a career, you cant just go out of town and do that. You cant easily sail away from this unwanted world in order to seek your solitude. It'll take a lot of conscious effort, VL planning and everything. So we tend to revert our ideals to the ones we have phys

Happiness- UnDefined.

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A lot of us is striving to at least meet Happiness. Some-- had been through it and beyond. Some - searched for it but failed.. most of them stopped searching, but there are those who continued aspiring for whatever that would make them feel happy. I personally met happiness, when I gave birth to my daughter gabby. When I got the chance to see her and hug her and kiss her after I gave birth to her, Happiness was an under statement back then. I'm not saying that I am not happy now, In fact I am! Being with my little girl and see her sincere smile, get to hug her and kiss her every time I wanted.. could I ask for anything more? People are made to want for more. That's why as humans, we strive to be better each time. It is part of system to dream, strive and to ask for more than what we have. We are born competitive that we tend to neglect the fact that we are competing with our wants vs our own needs, thus competing with our own selves. What we don't realize, and I

The Irony of Love

Love-- like Life, has its own irony . One day you find yourself in love with the person you hate the most. And sometimes you find yourself in the middle of two persons showing different facets of love: one who's willing to sacrifice everything for Love and the other who takes this magical word for granted, thus ignoring the magical feeling of Love the other has to offer. So rare that we'll find true love wherein both parties are sharing mutual level of love.  That's what the magic is all about. That maybe the reason why some people are madly inlove with love. And with the same reason why some people would do anything just to experience this once in a life time love. Love has its own ironies... Amidst the harshness it all gives us, still we pursue this thing called love simply because the magic it gives us is incomparable.

Bitter Changes? Think twice...

“There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout: This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision. When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.” We are who we are because God made us like this, and He made us with greater purpose. Trying to change ones ideals for another's is such a foolish act. There are things that we need to learn and make a change for the better but we need to align these changes with God's ideals and plans. How would we know if it is His will or not? I'm not really sure too.. One thing's for sure, HE hears ou

Loving Liberty [A blog for mother's day]

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When I was younger, I guess up till now I used to depend to what my mom and big sister would have to say about a certain circumstance and some minor decisions in my everyday life. I must admit, that even up to now their insights mean a lot to me even when I have gab in my life right now..   Although my mom and sis isn't physically living with me, their words of wisdom has a pinch in my heart. I haven't appreciated this life alone not until this joy come up to me this day that made me appreciate the liberty of being a mom to my 3-year old daughter.   I guess I must be thankful that my ya ya didn't went back soon as what we have talked about. So I got home early today since I only asked a favor from my uncle to look after gab for the night..   My normal routine during normal office days are as follows- would normally take post shift OT till 8am , eat breakfast anywhere , go home at around noon ,  and take a power nap- maximum of 5 hours.   When my nanny didn't