A Piece of Heaven : Micamics' perspective

In the midst of the desire to achieve serenity and solitude at the end of a very stressful work week. There is at some point, a failure to get what you really wanted -- A peak of at least one whole day of perfect solitude. Ideally, Perfect Serenity for me is spending a day in a place where no one else but God can intercede. Maybe at a top of a mountain with the clear blue skies, watching the stars majestically do what they are designed for or in the middle of an Island, surrounded by the clear waters of the sea, while you listen to the sound of the waves. Spending it with the most important person in your life is better but it'll be fine if I'm at it alone. But in this real world, if you are a person pursuing a career, you cant just go out of town and do that. You cant easily sail away from this unwanted world in order to seek your solitude. It'll take a lot of conscious effort, VL planning and everything. So we tend to revert our ideals to the ones we have phys...

A lot of us is striving to at least meet Happiness. Some-- had been through it and beyond. Some - searched for it but failed.. most of them stopped searching, but there are those who continued aspiring for whatever that would make them feel happy. I personally met happiness, when I gave birth to my daughter gabby. When I got the chance to see her and hug her and kiss her after I gave birth to her, Happiness was an under statement back then. I'm not saying that I am not happy now, In fact I am! Being with my little girl and see her sincere smile, get to hug her and kiss her every time I wanted.. could I ask for anything more? People are made to want for more. That's why as humans, we strive to be better each time. It is part of system to dream, strive and to ask for more than what we have. We are born competitive that we tend to neglect the fact that we are competing with our wants vs our own needs, thus competing with our own selves. What we don't realize,...

Love-- like Life, has its own irony . One day you find yourself in love with the person you hate the most. And sometimes you find yourself in the middle of two persons showing different facets of love: one who's willing to sacrifice everything for Love and the other who takes this magical word for granted, thus ignoring the magical feeling of Love the other has to offer. So rare that we'll find true love wherein both parties are sharing mutual level of love.  That's what the magic is all about. That maybe the reason why some people are madly inlove with love. And with the same reason why some people would do anything just to experience this once in a life time love. Love has its own ironies... Amidst the harshness it all gives us, still we pursue this thing called love simply because the magic it gives us is incomparable.

“There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout: This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision. When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.” We are who we are because God made us like this, and He made us with greater purpose. Trying to change ones ideals for another's is such a foolish act. There are things that we need to learn and make a change for the better but we need to align these changes with God's ideals and plans. How would we know if it is His will or not? I'm not really sure too.. One thing's for sure, HE hears ou...

When I was younger, I guess up till now I used to depend to what my mom and big sister would have to say about a certain circumstance and some minor decisions in my everyday life. I must admit, that even up to now their insights mean a lot to me even when I have gab in my life right now..   Although my mom and sis isn't physically living with me, their words of wisdom has a pinch in my heart. I haven't appreciated this life alone not until this joy come up to me this day that made me appreciate the liberty of being a mom to my 3-year old daughter.   I guess I must be thankful that my ya ya didn't went back soon as what we have talked about. So I got home early today since I only asked a favor from my uncle to look after gab for the night..   My normal routine during normal office days are as follows- would normally take post shift OT till 8am , eat breakfast anywhere , go home at around noon ,  and take a power nap- maximum of 5 hours.   When my nann...

Life is God- Given. The Lord has paid the price of dying on the cross for us to enjoy the life we are enjoying now, guilt- free of sins. Even before we come out of our mother's womb, we are already forgiven. That's how vast our Lord's love is. On my 26th Birthday, thought of celebrating it out of town with my loved ones, away from everybody else. Due to unexpected circumstances, my VL was disapproved. Frustration engulfed me from the day it happened till a day before my birthday, not realizing the reason for this celebration. As my big day approached, I soon realized the real reason behind celebrating one's Life, that suddenly changed my outlook in life. God has allowed us to live this life we have now so we can, at some point give light and inspiration to others. In fact, we should celebrate life everyday. Our big day should be celebrated with the Lord's presence and our loved ones even in it's simplest form. Ideally, we take this time to relax and pam...

Gloomy is a day when the heightened, overly heart-pounding emotions reached its peak and there's no other way but to go the opposite of it. Nothing can be more frustrating than switching from one magical moment to an erring feeling you wanna get rid of as soon as possible. Although you know for a fact that you have all the reasons to be thankful for, be glad and be happy. There's this unexplainable gush of emotions that spoils every beautiful thing that's waiting for you to reveal in a day. This gloomy feeling is not brought by this gloomy and rainy atmosphere, neither can be caused by someone passing by to whack your day out due to some selfish reason. This unwanted feeling is more of being a CHOICE for after every gloomy day, there's always a wonderful reason to smile.