A Piece of Heaven : Micamics' perspective

My prayer for today Lord, Please guard my heart from crashing. For I am afraid of the thought of it breaking because of the wrong reasons. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. And all of these, I offer unto you... All of these are a part of your greater purpose unto my life. I plead for this comfort for a week.. and I'll cry for protection for another week. and another for the next.... until this heart becomes free.... free from breakage and bondage... My heart will only be crashed to be built anew by YOU. and no one else.

I sing whenever I am happy, whenever I am with friends and family. I can sing lots of songs in a videoke machine. though am not one of those "singers" for I was not borne to perform in front of people. I wasnt born an entertainer and I wasnt borne a distraction too. ;) I sing whenever I'm sad. I almost sing in every situation and opportunity. For our lives are full of music.. Music is the interpretation of life. Its a gift, from HIM that we can enjoy abundantly And lastly, but definitely not the least..  I sing to give praises unto HIM. In everything that has happened and is about to happen, its all because of who HE is. We come to know HIM more in every situation in our lives. and when we get that chance, we get to experience the beautiful feeling of Praise.. I love to sing. I love to give HIM praises. He simply deserves lots of these.

"It's all about you, Jesus. And all this is for You, for Your glory and Your fame. It's not about me As if You should do things my way. You alone are God and I surrender........ To Your ways." I cant count  how many times I have played this song since 9 o'clock in the morning. And I don't know how many teardrops fell while listening to this lovely song from Hill song. One thing I am sure of, His love is most pure. Anger-- made up my heart this morning. but listening to this song over and over again, soften my heart's rough edges. Suddenly, Anger turned to acceptance.. then after acceptance-- moving on. I used to make myself believe that I HAVE to change for someone or for something to work out. But something came to my attention, in a snap! That somethings aren't meant to be changed. there are certain things that you'd better left off-- Broken. or else, you'd hurt yourself trying to put up the pieces together and fix it. T...

Don't you just hate it when you are in the verge of finally loving what you have become then suddenly, old feelings haunt you down as if trying to stirr everything differently? It's like a lime trying to put some spice at a glass of water. When all you really wanted was an ice cold water to cleanse those thirst away. It is in our innate nature to forget, move on and some can do it in smooth - sailing way. And I'm glad to have had these wonderful characteristics, therefore moving on isn't as painful as it may seem. But have I learned? I guess, when we haven't learned from our past experiences that's when it will haunt you down. The Lord allowed me to reminisce the same old feelings, for He wanted me to overcome it the way He planned my  heart to be healed. Sometimes, he allows heart-crashing moments in order to pick up the pieces and be molded in an exact manner he wanted it to be built.  And not unless we allowed Him to work His way out in our hearts, H...

Isaiah 40:31 Yet those who wait for the LORD will gain new strength; they will mount up with wings like eagles, they will run and not get tired, they will walk and not become weary. (NASB) Some of us have had lots of bad experiences last 2011 thus looking forward for a better 2012. To some, they simply just cant get enough of their 2011, and they are hoping for a continuation this upcoming year. We may have had the most memorable, life changing experiences way back in 2011, one thing's for sure though.. All of us are looking forward for a better and brighter year ahead of us. We have different ways in welcoming the upcoming year.. Some preferred spending it with their family and loved ones, gathering together as they patiently wait for change. Some, celebrated the new year at work, a very sad but liberating way to do it. Some preferred to celebrate the new year in a quiet and tranquil way. A dinner for two perhaps, in a fine dining restaurant. Others would rather prepare t...

Before I make another Bucket List for 2012,  Let me discuss some of Bucket Listed for 2011 I made on the latter part of 2010.. 1. go out of town. 2. overcome one fear. 3. go out of the country. 4. get promoted. 5. buy a new house/ new car. 1. Go out of town. Before, going out of town was kinda more of a family outing thing. This year, I went out of town with gabby twice this year, and I did it without my family, am sure its much better if do it with 'em but sure did we had a great time.. me and gab! Me, gab and two of the most valued people (outside family) packed our bags and went out of town on two different occasions.  Overnight swimming, and girl bonding with BFF and her son at Laguna! (June 2011) After a few months, Me, gab and my dearest packed our bags and went to Bulacan for an overwhelming and Memorable bonding experience  with my two loves! (September 2011) 2. Overcome one fear. On this part of my bucket list is where I had exceeded. Th...

In finding comfort.... My 2011 started circling around the bushes when it started gambling down the latter part of the year 2010. I must admit that my whole persona was kinda engulfed like schizophrenic when I was stucked into what was right for me and what was right for the people I love the most. This enigma ended during the first quarter of the year and I thank the Lord for making his presence felt and making its way to fill in my heart's comfort.   **Started join CCF In closing some doors... Indeed a couple of windows opened at the early part of this year. T he Lord surely closed some doors for a reason, and that reason slowly unfolded as the people and circumstances began to surface in my life.   They began to give meaning and color back again together with the pleasure of finding out what's been hiding inside myself the longest time. Surfing through the waves... Relationships, just like being a single mom has never been an easy road to take. You h...